someday, maybe i’ll tell you about the biggest rollercoaster weekend of my entire life
and how we spend 19 hours in the car and still ended up back in Provo
and how i’m pretty sure Adam has never seen me cry so hard/be so upset
and how I’ve never seen Elijah have so much energy after being trapped in his car seat for extended periods of time
but right now, i’m doing my best to block out the last couple of days in my mind
i’ve learned to be okay with living in denial for the time being
soon i will look back at this and laugh and realize there was a lesson to be learned…
it will probably not be soon.